Gem (halloween49) wrote,
Gem
halloween49

psy couch needed?

Blender Report : over flowng - I feel so terrible that it takes a melt down to bring me home to LJ . But today I had a melt down at the farm...yes my favorite place ......my favorite time .....this other rider went off on me ,,,some one I ride with ..walked her other horse when it had colic ,,,some one everyone says is so nice..she seemed to be have a bit of trouble leading her horse so I rode another direction not to interfere or stare ( I was always told that is polite )
She yells " Why did you turn away he is fine to go by" I say Just circling and then she gets in a huff and stomps around and stop talking to me... She has been told by the owner of the farm ( not me ) that she is over horsed other riders get off when she is up on her horse. If fact I am the only one that  took her and that horse out on the trail last summer.

Couch report So, why do I go in the barn alone and have a crying melt down and I feel guilty ....care what she thinks ..why do I feel like I will be seen as the bad guy ....everyone thinks she is so sweet ....my friend told me  to tell her to feck off and it is none of her business where I ride . But I know I will be seen as the bitch. I hate that I cried..really cried and that this is still bothering me ....long after it happen ....I mean how broken am I ?
Hugs and Rescue Remedy all around






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